Modern day adventure

They say, dreams are a reflection of the dreamer’s deepest fears and desires. Me? I think that dreams are not symbolic. Dreams are just a very interesting jumble of personal experiences from the last day or week. And did you know negative feelings in dreams are more commonly felt than positive ones. Anxiety is the most common one of them all. I like to think I have a lot of fun in my dreams.

Really.

Nightmares as well!

Why, just last night, I dreamt of this:

I was in an exam hall with only 2 other students. We were in the classroom and then in the next instant, I was outdoors. The examiner was then telling us that if it rains, then we won’t have the exam. After saying that, we 3 looked up the skies and saw the clouds moving very quickly. The rain clouds were going going gone. With that, the wind got stronger as well (I think at this point, my mind registered that if wind clouds move fast = strong winds). Suddenly the wind got strong enough to blow the table and chairs off our bottoms. We only had the piece of test paper that we clinged on to. Don’t ask how, don’t ask why, the test paper grew as huge as Aladdin’s magic carpet. All I had to hold on to was the huge test paper and I was like flying real high up! The clear skies grew dark and become outer space. I was frightened and held on for dear life – eyes closed. Then I heard this crash and looked to my left. Classmate #1 was nowhere to be seen, Classmate #2 just crashed into one of the many incoming comets?!! Oh shit, so I needed to fight for my life! I opened my eyes and started avoiding comets by swaying my body. The speed slowed down and the test paper started descending as if I have reached my destination. When I landing on my own two feet, someone came up to me and said, “Welcome to Malaysia.”

LOL wtf?!

I had another damn bloody funny dream the other day. I was in this dream with a lot of monsters and bad guys, then Duckie was in the dream as well and I was in the dream protecting him from them. I was scared and agitated and then I woke up tangled up in my blanket. I remember hugging my pillow and telling my pillow I needed to hug the pillow in order to gain more power and fight the monsters. I promptly went back to bed intending to continue my dream to fight and protect. Hahaha! This is quite funny.

And yes, I can continue the dream if I happened to wake up halfway. What fun though it not that easy and I don’t succeed all the time.

I think one of the most realistic and scary dream was when I dreamt I was pregnant.

The feeling of immense bloatedness came first. Then I saw myself in the dream using my right hand to pat my tummy. From third party view, I became myself in the dream. I was fearful and alone. There were people around me speculating who’s the father of the baby. In my dream, I knew who the father was. But everybody was speculating. One thought it was my boss, another thought it was …. I can’t recall who else. I was frightened and intimidated when surrounded by this quickly crescendoing whispers of people gossiping around me, about me.

As I lay my hand on my tummy, I wished for a bum or a kick or a heart beat perhaps. I felt nothing. It just felt like dead weight in my tummy. I was frightened. I didn’t know if the baby was alive. Then reality check!! 3 months pregnant already – I should have been the to gynae more than a few times now isn’t it? Ok then the situation evolved such that I was to go to the gynae the next day and I was anxious about what the gynae would say.

The constant bloated feeling just came through as the strongest and most dominant sensation. And then I woke up. LOL. Gosh!!!

Anyhow, the bloated feeling was because I had to pee real bad. Hahahaha!!!! But it was horrid!!!!!!! GOSH!